Listening to Your Inner Voice
Writer’s Note: Tonight I had the great fortune of enjoying yet another extraordinary dinner and deep discussion with friends and colleagues.
Steve Schorr, Race and Sportsbook Manager at Harveys Lake Tahoe (pictured standing at center in photo) made the mistake of including me in his good graces, an invite that’s always sure to result in an assault on the liquor cabinet, several off-color comments, and a sink full of dirty dishes.
Gracie, his longtime companion and our host extraordinaire for the evening (standing with Steve in the photo) served a dinner that would have made Henry VIII bust his pants. The only thing more pleasing than the fresh salmon and glazed lamb chops was the company.
On second thought, while the company was indeed wonderful, those smoked lamb chops served with a reduction sauce were pretty damned good. Sorry Steve, you’ve been upstaged by a slaughtered lamb.
Naturally, with good friends and wine comes interesting conversation. The following essay was prompted by our discussion.
Another dinner.
Another epiphany.
If we have a sixth sense beyond the known five, it’s probably instinct.
Think about that for a moment.
Instinct.
An inner voice.
A feeling.
Were I to define instinct, it would be perception which cannot be measured nor transposed. But it’s real. Just as touch is a tangible sensation — a neurophysiological process of transmission from body to brain — it’s not necessarily defined in the abstract. After all, we see objects, we hear sounds, we taste flavors, we smell odors. But touch isn’t quite the same. Accordingly, isn’t it quite possible – even probable — that all the evolutionary tools we’ve come to master over hundreds of thousands of years are now manifested in a greater awareness of our surroundings and a dominion as to how to optimally react to stimuli?
Alas, this is what I call instinct.
It’s taken me most of my life to erase what amounts to fifty years of ignorance or indifference to instinct. I’m hardly alone. We’re all inundated with second-guessing and self-doubt. Killers of human instinct. Assassins of truth. Which gradually leads to loss of confidence — and ultimately to sadness and depression.
Why is this so?
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